The Jazbaat..

The Jazbaat abhi bhi dil main….
The Jazbaat abhi bhi dil main….

Par udhar ke halaat badal gaye…
Rahe khamosh jo hum karke wafaa..
Thi Bewafai unki, ya unke khayalat badal gaye…

Taraste the..

Taraste thé jo hum umar bhar jinke didar ko
Woh aaye bhi na mere majaar ko..
Mudke bhi na dekha mere janaje ko..
Itni berukhi thi mere yaar ko.

Hold on to me..................

Hold on to my hand,

and never let go.

I'll tell you my thoughts,

then you will know.

Hold on to my waist,

Because I'll feel safe.

Let's cherish everyday,

Cuz everyday's a gift.

Hold on to my body,

for someday I will fall.

I will fall into pain.

Worst pain of them all.

Remember my words I've spoken,

for if I die,

you'll never hear them anymore.

Even if you cried.

Hold on tight to my heart,

For it's like glass.

If you drop it,

it will crack.

Hold on to me,

For I'm like a mirror.

If you break me,

I will shatter.



A poem i had sent to my ex, 19th July 2007

Goodbye my lover..

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
´Cause I saw the end before we´d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what´s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won´t stop there,
I am here for you if you´d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I´ve kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I´ve been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can´t break my spirit - it´s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I´ve seen you cry, I´ve seen you smile.
I´ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I´d be the mother of your child.
I´d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We´ve had our doubts but now we´re fine,
And I love you, I swear that´s true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I´m asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I´m kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I´m so hollow, baby, I´m so hollow.
I´m so, I´m so, I´m so hollow.

Opposite of Love …is not Hate, but Indifference

Have been thinking about this statement a lot..how indifferent can we become towards a person we love? Its not actually not hating the person. You just become INDIFFERENT towards that person. When you are in love, you are always caring about that person, worried about their safety.

When there is no love, you become indifferent to that person.

All good things , come to an end

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
Come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day till the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

Neigeant..

I had created this blog long back...but never wrote anything. Finally the time has come..
Neigeant...means Snowing..its a french term , named the blog so, coz i like snow a lot..and i am in a place where it doesnt snow.. Irony.

Of late , i am in a lot of agony, not physically, but mentally.
" Whom do you turn to, when the only person who can stop you, is the one who made you cry?" .
At the radio , i am hearing "Suna Gham Judaai Ka Uthaate Hai Log, Jaane Zindagi Kaise Bitaate Hai Log, Din Bhi Yahaan To Lage Baras Ke Samaan, Hume Intezaar Kitna Yeh Hum Nahin Jaante"
Wonder how people can live a life after failing their promises...
Do they have any guilt?